Thursday, March 5, 2020
I have moved myself to New York City. Life is different than it was in East Hampton. I’m adjusting. Today I rode on the senior bus to go to the supermarket. I needed food and the senior bus was on the street, idling in front of a line of people. In New York City, everything that has a “senior” designation in front of it is FREE. Senior bus, senior lunch, senior tai chi, senior mammogram, senior yoga, senior Tik Tok help. Free, free, free, free, free, free. Maybe that's why we have a 100 trillion dollar debt.
Everyone waiting in the bus line had a rolling cart. I had a small nylon backpack that you could stick in your pocket. “Oh honey”, said the lady in front of me. “You need to bring a cart.”
As in all bus etiquette (it was true of my old bus in East Hampton), any rider can weigh in on your poor choices. Why aren’t you wearing a coat? You better sit down. Your pocketbook is open. When we began to board a man counted us. I was vente uno. In New York City, people often speak in Spanish. For English, press two.
The senior bus goes to the supermarket on Tuesday and Wednesday. I went on Wednesday and it’s a good thing because on Wednesday it is senior day at the supermarket and you get a % off your bill. If you finish shopping and don’t want to wait for the bus, there’s a car to drive you home and guess what? It’s free.
I chose the private car option. Vente uno was going to be missing in the bus count. I could see my big startled senior face on the back of an oat milk carton. Have you seen vente uno?
If you want to know why I’m living in New York City and how I got here, stay tuned.
Monday, July 15, 2019
When my children were young, I made up a song for them. Be Kind To Your Openings. We all have openings. Most of those openings need to be free, unobstructed, open to the world, ready to take in information. At the southernmost end, some of those openings, at the mercy of gravity, urges, and quixotic storage, need to be covered, protected, comforted shielded and contained. Containment is the most important.
That established, let’s talk about underwear. I was once a copywriter for a large department store chain and part of my job was to sell underpants. Here is what I would say today about men’s underpants.
Consider the flat two inch elasticized waistband with stable reliable stretch that never gives up. The body well-cut from 16 ounce pima cotton jersey that yields pleasantly to the shape at hand. The generous wide crotch contains, comforts and ensures security with a seamless return that spills over and hugs the upper thigh, leaving nary a gap. No wonder men go into the world with a dance in their step. They feel secure, contained, invincible.
This is what I would say about women’s underwear:
See this thin string of rubberized material indenting the female waist or worse, quickly losing its elasticity. See this high cut leg leaving a highway that exposes the vulnerable groin. See the almost see through unyielding five ounce (possibly reclaimed) cotton that orders the buttocks to make do with the available coverage. See the elasticized crotch miserly in width, spitefully narrow, See these three important most hard working openings, misunderstood, tentative, uncertain.The southernmost platform, exposed, unsteady, not quite contained, nervously poised on the edge of a cliff.
I went to T J Max and stood before the men’s underwear wall where a feast of life changing containment and comfort awaited. I unseated a pair of short-leg boxer briefs from a hook. They were dark grey 30” waist, 100 percent silky jersey cotton. I took the briefs home. Almost fainting with trepidation over any latent gender misclassification, I put the underwear on. OH. MY. GOD! THE MORMON TABERNACLE CHOIR BEGAN TO BELT OUT SEVERAL HALLELUJAHS. Whuk? Is this how men feel?
Remember that lady marathoner who had to free-bleed while she ran the marathon? Her period had arrived at the starting line. Unwittingly, she became a champion for women’s final frontier of defiance. Stuff comes out of us without our will. That’s what happens. Get comfortable with it. Moreover, we have a delivery system that is not as precise or tractable as the other gender.. We didn’t choose it. That’s the way it was meted out. Childbirth takes it down a couple of notches. We deserve equal pay and equal underwear.
BE KIND TO YOUR OPENINGS.
Saturday, May 18, 2019
The repurposed writer: William Barr, you had me at jejune.: Here’s the quote: “It's unusual to have opposition research like that one that on its face ...
Here’s the quote: “It's unusual to have opposition research like that one that on its face had a number of clear mistakes and jejune analysis and to use that to conduct counterintelligence.”
The only thing I heard was “jejune.” Whaaaat? A government person?
Kudos, AG for obvious familiarity and love of language. Your delivery was insouciant. You slipped it in there without hesitation or stumble.
Jejune isn’t easy to say. I’ve only seen it written. It isn’t French for I am June. It means naïve, artless, childlike, unsophisticated. It can also mean boring, dreary, insipid, dull, tedious.
Mr. Attorney General, talk some more. What other words do you know?
|You are positively insouciant|
Friday, May 17, 2019
When you velcro Fido's torso with a super snug vest called the Thunder Shirt, he doesn't skid around your good walnut floors like an Olympic skater, barking and chasing his tail every time the doorbell rings. He lies in his puffy bed, eyes closed, thinking his dog thoughts: lick, eat, fetch, sniff, nap. Someone sitting around (like I often do) had a thought. Fido solved a big life problem. I could use that. Could it be? Can we keep it together by pressing seriously against ourselves just short of asphyxiation?
I remembered something. The horrid dentist visit was suddenly okay when the nurse threw the lead apron over me as a shield from the x-rays. That filthy heavy piece of plastic sucked the anxiety out of me. Nothing was going to fall apart - not my limbs, not my head, not my present or future. I was held in place by a benevolent force. My crazy thoughts were still there but they were pinned down. I liked it. Hey, do that some more, nursie.
The most popular compression item on the market is the weighted blanket. It alleviates anxiety, insomnia, restlessness. Most ads mention the hugging feel as the favorite benefit of throwing a thirty-pound shroud over your body. Why not just stick with human hugging? It's free. And it's everywhere. We have a hugging epidemic. Even men hug now. They were exempt but they had to try it. Men hug sideways. Around 2016 however, we grew tired of other people. We grew tired of interacting. Tired of talking and definitely tired of listening. We now prefer to be alone with our devices and be hugged by the blanket.
What’s it like to sleep under a weighted blanket? If the 600 thread count pima cotton sheet is like a whisper on your legs, the 25 lb. weighted blanket is like Ethel Merman belting out Everything’s Coming Up Roses without a mic. If you want to move your legs, you willfully drag them.
You might want to gift your anxious friend or a relative whose narrative is off-track with a compression item. Here are some suggestions.
The Calm Company makes weighted blankets in 15, 20 or 25 lb. weight. The 25Ib. blanket is always sold out. Because, you know - heavier. Honey, can you get the crow bar and lift this boulder off of me so I can go to work. The reviews all say pretty much the same thing. I fall asleep faster and I sleep better. I bought it for my dad who was struggling with anxiety.
At ETHOHOME they call it the Gravis Blanket. The gravis blanket holds you down and might give you gravitas. You can become a pundit and get a hug. There are many brands of weighted blankets, but the principles are the same: choose a weight, a fabric, a color, and a fill (sand or beads are mentioned.)
WikiHow has instructions on making your own weighted blanket. I would make one, but the first step is going to a craft store for beads. I could go to the beach or the driveway and pick up pebbles. I also have to drag out my old sewing machine. To begin, you sew several vertical tunnels through two pieces of fabric, fill with a portion of pebbles and then sew horizontally every few inches, creating closed squares. This technique is called "baffling" Baffling prevents the stones from drifting to one place. You know what else is baffling? Crafting.
You can buy compression clothing including Bomba socks that have a ribbed swath that compresses the instep.
In researching this post, I read reviews men leave on the compression athletic wear pages on Amazon. Compression wear is used for faster recovery after gross (tough) exertion. It takes a long time to put on compression clothes, especially the tights. You have to stretch and pull to get the item up on your body. In the reviews, men talk candidly about the size of their bottoms and which brands give them the space they need. Here's one gent that went that extra mile in reviewing his Tesla compression tights.
The good: The XL were tight (as a good compression layer should be) so the sizing makes sense to me. The bad: this is the only layer I own that doesn't have a wiener hole. Which isn't necessarily a problem if you pull your pants down to whizz in the woods. Personally, I like shooting through the wiener hole myself so it can get uncomfortable when you have say five layers on and you try to shoot through four wiener holes, but you have to pull just this layer down. It can be done but it's just not the same.
Father’s Day is almost here.
* Faith Popcorn predicted all of this (the stay-at-home, self-sufficient human, twenty years ago in her book Cocoon.
Saturday, March 30, 2019
Last night something happened to me that seldom happens. I was sick, painfully sick. I was going to say sick as a dog but I’ve noticed that dogs are hardly ever sick. They can eat a decaying hotdog out of the garbage, lick some slurpy liquid off the sidewalk and still dance around and chase a stick until your arm comes out of its socket.
I was in such discomfort that I begged God to help me. I writhed in pain - how do you writhe in pain? You turn hither and yon and rub where it hurts and stretch out and do it all again - and then I said, “Oh God, oh God, oh God. Help me.” Why would I think that after months, maybe years of no direct communication, God would drop everything at 2 a.m. on a Friday night and say, “Rise, take up your pallet and walk” But you know what? God did help me. I took three sequential baths and walked around and got out my hot water bottle and did a few other things that are too gross to mention. Finally, soaking wet from my third bath, I wrapped myself in a big towel and got in bed. I tried my breathing technique and finally fell asleep. When I woke up four hours later, the pain was gone. I still felt very tentative about my stomach but I could manage it and I could walk around without wishing I was dead.
The takeaway here (besides God) is that sound, as in SOUND, even whining sound is very helpful when you are in pain. Feel free to talk out loud about how much it hurts. Oh, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts. Groan and say oh, no, oh, no. oh, no. Fortunately, I live alone.
I thought I should write this all down in case you are ever in that situation.